hey you. darling.
i hope you relise what you're doing to me.
you tease. you flirt.
i love you.
i know you feel that way too.
there's so much i need to say to you.
this is a game.
i have no idea how to show you this.
i have no idea how to tell you this.
i thought all day.
i barely ate. i barely paid attention.
you're so different.
hold my hand again. make it real.
i want to give you everything i have.
and take nothing back.
i asked you to listen. but i said nothing.
i flaked out. i shyed away.
i cried all night. you have so much more to give to me.
then i have to give to you.
you showed me yours but i never showed you mine.
you let your gaurd down but i piled my walls up.
i'm so difficult. you're so open.
complete opposites with the same background.
i want you to teach me.
i want you to love me.
to hold me.
kiss me.
complete me.

how will i ever tell you these things?